The last couple of days my mind has been going nonstop. It hasn't been bad, but sometimes its just really hard to figure out where to go with all of it. This entire year (and all of life for that matter) God has reminded me about my need to trust. There are a lot of unknowns. A lot of questions. A lot of maybes. A lot of closed doors, but some great open doors. How do I know? And as I seek answers, God reminds me just to trust.
It's almost April and I only have about 2 months left with Camfel. Now I keep reminding myself that is more than enough time and a lot can still happen, but sometimes I catch myself focusing too much on whats to come instead of what I have. When talking with Michelle recently, I was reminded of some great truths and promises. After addressing the topic of worry and reminding us that the Father knows our needs, Jesus says "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matthew 6:33-34) Our job isn't to figure everything out, its to Seek first his kingdom then all else will be added. Things become clearer as we trust because our focus shifts from what we want to who we are supposed to seek.
Who knows what in store for tomorrow, next month, next year, and so on, but I will try to trust, try to be patient, and try to follow. I know its better and I know its worth it! I'm excited to see what God has in store!
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, now mind has conceive what God has prepared for those who love him, but God has revealed it to us by his Spirit." 1 Corinthians 2:9-10
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