The last couple of days my mind has been going nonstop. It hasn't been bad, but sometimes its just really hard to figure out where to go with all of it. This entire year (and all of life for that matter) God has reminded me about my need to trust. There are a lot of unknowns. A lot of questions. A lot of maybes. A lot of closed doors, but some great open doors. How do I know? And as I seek answers, God reminds me just to trust.
It's almost April and I only have about 2 months left with Camfel. Now I keep reminding myself that is more than enough time and a lot can still happen, but sometimes I catch myself focusing too much on whats to come instead of what I have. When talking with Michelle recently, I was reminded of some great truths and promises. After addressing the topic of worry and reminding us that the Father knows our needs, Jesus says "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matthew 6:33-34) Our job isn't to figure everything out, its to Seek first his kingdom then all else will be added. Things become clearer as we trust because our focus shifts from what we want to who we are supposed to seek.
Who knows what in store for tomorrow, next month, next year, and so on, but I will try to trust, try to be patient, and try to follow. I know its better and I know its worth it! I'm excited to see what God has in store!
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, now mind has conceive what God has prepared for those who love him, but God has revealed it to us by his Spirit." 1 Corinthians 2:9-10
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Home Sweet Home
I was sitting in our hotel room Wednesday night when I realized a few things 1) we had a four day weekend 2) My sisters birthday was that weekend 3) I'm only about 7 hours from home (which was only an hour farther than a weekend I was planning on going home). With this new information I called my dad and mentioned that even though it was extremely short notice, we should try to work something out so that I could come home since we would have more time and I could be with my sister for her birthday which hasn't happened in 5 years! Thursday afternoon my dad called and said he was able to get Friday and Monday off so we could work out transportation. I felt kind of bad leaving Michelle by herself, but if/when she's close to family I totally want her to go visit!
So on Friday my dad was extremely nice and drove to come get me and then we drove back home. It ended up being about a 14-15 hour day in the car for him, and as I write this he is making his way back home from dropping me back off. But for all of us it was worth it. I was able to see some family, friends, go to church, do *free* laundry :), and surprise my sister! It was so good to see her so happy. My dad took her out to dinner on Saturday and when she walked into the restaurant she saw me standing there with flowers in my hand for her. She had no clue I was there, and wasn't expecting me until the following weekend. She had a smile and surprised look plastered to her face throughout all of dinner! It was wonderful! After dinner we went and picked up my grandma then we all hung out and stayed at my dads house.
Sunday, after a crazy morning, we finally made it to church. It was great to see so many people, and get my fill of hugs, even if I was only there for a short time. After church I went to lunch with my dad, sis, and two friends. It was a pretty low key weekend, but so nice getting to be home for a little bit. Oh plus I got my doggie fix! My dog Sadie is one of the cutest dogs ever! I mean I know that most people will say that about their dog, but for me its true! She the perfect dog to go with my liking- she loves attention, will sit there and just let you pet her (which I would be completely content doing ALL day!), she is my little follower.. having to make sure she knows where I am, and shes just super cute! Ha Ha.
It was a blessing that I wasn't expecting! Throughout that time, I feel as though God revealed some more things to me about certain relationships, my relationship with him, things that I love, and fears that I have. He showed up and I love when I clearly see that!
So on Friday my dad was extremely nice and drove to come get me and then we drove back home. It ended up being about a 14-15 hour day in the car for him, and as I write this he is making his way back home from dropping me back off. But for all of us it was worth it. I was able to see some family, friends, go to church, do *free* laundry :), and surprise my sister! It was so good to see her so happy. My dad took her out to dinner on Saturday and when she walked into the restaurant she saw me standing there with flowers in my hand for her. She had no clue I was there, and wasn't expecting me until the following weekend. She had a smile and surprised look plastered to her face throughout all of dinner! It was wonderful! After dinner we went and picked up my grandma then we all hung out and stayed at my dads house.
Sunday, after a crazy morning, we finally made it to church. It was great to see so many people, and get my fill of hugs, even if I was only there for a short time. After church I went to lunch with my dad, sis, and two friends. It was a pretty low key weekend, but so nice getting to be home for a little bit. Oh plus I got my doggie fix! My dog Sadie is one of the cutest dogs ever! I mean I know that most people will say that about their dog, but for me its true! She the perfect dog to go with my liking- she loves attention, will sit there and just let you pet her (which I would be completely content doing ALL day!), she is my little follower.. having to make sure she knows where I am, and shes just super cute! Ha Ha.
It was a blessing that I wasn't expecting! Throughout that time, I feel as though God revealed some more things to me about certain relationships, my relationship with him, things that I love, and fears that I have. He showed up and I love when I clearly see that!
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